Welcome August...

Taken from Google

August is in charge now and today is the first day to arrive.

Something to tell but not to crucial i think, but for me it is. So many things in my mind as usual. But thoughts exactly what i mean.

Ya, so many thoughts hang inside my mind, my head.

You know that i do not have many friends, just a few friends. So, i am alone as usual.

It does not really matter, actually. For me it is okay to be alone.

Let me

Let me tell you something

It’s a thing that i am hiding

For long time

You know

But you do not know

All i want to do is

Let you know

Let me tell you

The thing

Ya, that thing

I am hiding for long time

Do you mind

Listening to me?

Words come and go

Many

Yet, I could not say

Anything 

Wow (so sorry....)

It's almost a year that I do not write in this blog of mine.

It's ridiculous. I abandon this blog without even a single article for a year. Wow.... where have you been? Perhaps that the right question for me myself.

And now, knowing that it's been a year made me quite surprised.

So, I must do something for this. I must handle myself to start to write again.

I must motivate myself to write.

Perhaps an article or two each day will  make me better?

Alone

Picture taken from Google

It seems that she is in a little stress. There are many things in her mind. Even, so many. Anger, disappointment, fear, worrying, unhappiness, and so on...

She took a long deep breath several times. She realizes those all emotions are in her. Those emotions hang around her several these days. She does not know who to talk to.

“I must blame myself for those emotions,” she said to herself. No one to blame but herself.

“I must deal with those emotions. By myself,” she continues.

Perhaps people around her will think that she is ok, nothing to worry about her. Indeed, she tries not to make her family (especially) worry about her.

She behaves as usual. Just usual as she used to be.

Inside

Taken from Google

So many things

Keep quite
Be silent
Alone

I could not say
Any single word
Then
I cried

It was a loud one
But again
In my mind