The Feeling inside...

Ho ho ho….

Could not know why, it’s so hard for me to start the conversation. Easy, as some people might say. Just say hello and conversation will run automatically. But perhaps that’s only for common people not me.

“mmm… what should I say?” I still get confused by myself

Turning round and back, I wonder how and why. What’s happening to me at least that day.

Conversation in me

Trying to find sort of wise words or enlightening words. Why is that?

I do not know. But this morning when I was taking a bath there was a thought crossed my mind. Suddenly I thought about death. While rubbing my body with soap, I thought about it.

I said to myself; “When the soul leave the body, so there wil only be the body without breath. That is what we call someone die”

When I die, will I realize it?

When I die, will my soul easy to leave the body I mean no attachment. No sadness or something unnecessary?

A shocked moment at night

Of course, it was a shock for me and my family. Fortunately it was over and thank God no body hurts and our house is safe. It was about ten at night that a fire was on the utility pole just behind our house. My sister woke up my mother and me at once.

I woke up but for a moment still did not quite sure what was happened. She said that we must call the state power company officers to handle it. Then I saw she called them.

Self-Empowerment to face life

Everything is energy, that is what I read from books written by Anand Krishna, a productive Indonesian writer which is also a spiritual activist. He also said that in one or more talkshow or discussion. Einstein also spoke the same that we live in a pool of energy. Of course we are also consist of energy.

A Real Story in Ramadhan (I just do not understand)

It’s couple days before Ramadhan, a month where muslim all over the world undertake fasting for the whole month. Yes, it’s already a tradition (perhaps) and also an obligation for those whose Islam is their religion. During the day we are forbid to eat, drink and have sex, however we have sahur or having meal in the early morning each day.

“mom, perhaps in Ramadhan this year I won’t do fasting,” said a young sister of Shasha while they were in the kitchen preparing lunch on Sunday.