Thank You Madam...

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“What makes you look in a good mood? Are you in love with someone or.....” My  mind suddenly asked, made me surprised.

“Well, you know what? I’ve got the answer from her. Thing that I have waited for more than 3 days finnaly this early morning came to me,” I explained eagerly.

“She was very late in answering my question because she’s been very busy these days. That’s she said to me also this morning in her message. Knowing that reason, made me a little sad for I’ve bothered her.” I still made my mind listening to me.

Waiting for Answer

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“Have you got the answer from her?” a voice which come from my mind started to ask.

“huh, huh,” as I shook my head. 

It’s a conversation between me and my mind. 

I just daydreaming

“Are you upset, disappointed?” the voice keep on asking

“A bit,” I said to myself

“I know why you are upset and disappointed about it. And i completely sure you know the reason,” the voice insisted

“Of course I know. It’s because I really expect she will answer my question which she already promised 4 days ago,”

“And I know expectation leads to disappointment if that expectation is not met.” I said to myself again.

The Feeling inside...

Ho ho ho….

Could not know why, it’s so hard for me to start the conversation. Easy, as some people might say. Just say hello and conversation will run automatically. But perhaps that’s only for common people not me.

“mmm… what should I say?” I still get confused by myself

Turning round and back, I wonder how and why. What’s happening to me at least that day.

Along the way

It was a calm and bright night. At about four thirty in the late afternoon a young couple went out together planning to go somewhere. The girl was in blue t-shirt and jeans while the boy was in black shirt with a skull painted and old black jeans. They seemed to be a happy couple. Ya, it was not Saturday night which is a day for young couples going out to have fun.

They held hand one another while walking down the street. And then they stopped at a bus shelter waiting for certain bus to take. For several minutes finaly they got the bus.

A dangerous trip (?)

“it’s a bit crazy you know?” a girl named Shasha heard her mind told her about the trip she wanted to do. Of course she knew it however she already made a promise to her lover, Satria.

“can I manage to go? Can I manage to leave?” her mind kept asking herself.

That day she and her lover intended to attend a lecture, an important one in the evening. They planned to go and already made a promise to one of the persons in charge there that they would come and attend the lectures which was scheduled for 4 meetings.

It was the second meeting and they must go no matter what.

Actually she is he

“could you do something for me?” a friend rather than best friend ask me when I dropped by her house several days ago.

“uhuh uhuh” I nodded my head twice without wanting to open my mouth. She took it as if I accept her request. Indeed it was what I meant.

“well, actually I am rather shy to tell you about this. Perhaps I can say it is one of my secrets that I need to reveal,” she started to tell me. I just kept my ears on listening to each word she said, trying to be a good listener.

On Sunday

A little girl of 14 just wake up from her deep sleep, she did not get up right away. Staring at her bedroom attic, she was wondering…

Then a firm voice made her about to jump from her white and blue bed covered by batik sheets. Ah.. she actually did not want to go out from her room. But that voice asked her to.

Like a zombie, she walked out of the room. Unwilling to do it.

“hello darling,” a young lady smiled at her lovingly.

“yes mom,” said the girl